To Whatever Happens.

At the end, I have to trust God on whatever currently happen or will be happen. It means, I have to be ready to accept things that I like or dislike. I have so many plans but only God knows the best. Of course, God has arranged all of the things way before we came to this earth. Trusting God means to feel sincere. I know it's kinda hard to feel sincere (which currently happen to me), but I think if I already feel it, I would be more enjoy to living a life with no hard-feelings, content and light.

It suddenly crossed my mind after I finished Asr prayer. Whatever He wills happens, and whatever He does not will does not happen. That is sincere. I couldn't agree more.

Okay, I rest my case. I don't know how to handle my 'to-much-thinking' habit. It sometimes stressed me out or freaking me out.

In other case, something that currently happen to me have changed my life-plans, habit and mindset. Even on the very simple thing. For example, I was a person who's easy to spend money just for (sometimes) unproductive (mostly productive) 'me time' at the coffee shop. Having a "me time" is surely needed, It heals and helps you to think independently and clearly. The problem is, I spent it very often. Which mean a lot of money to be spent. The thing that currently happen has successfully controlled me to do the unproductive or unnecessary things. It was freaking me out at first. But, along the times, I'm getting used to it.

Okay, once again, I rest my case. It's not that easy to writing at the office, even I have my own working room. Somebody could suddenly come to my room without any permission. Yes, I'm writing this thoughts at the office because I don't want waste my money to the coffee shop haha I'm not that hard on myself. It's okay as long as not very often.

To whatever happens, I'm ready. Bismillah.